Why me??

Huhh(It means a big sigh if you are pessimist enough to take it otherwise). After finding the least ugly wordpress theme, here I am with my very own blog. After all, everyone is doing it. Why not me??

But still, I don’t know why but I find it irresistible to explain – why the hell am I starting a blog?? And why in the universe I couldn’t get a better name than Aviralistic?!! Well, before I answer my first question, let me answer the second which was not really intended while I was writing the first, but subsequently you will find the answer for the first while I answer the second (that sounds confusing!!).  Aviralistic is the second name you can take for dumbastic, foolastic or whatever better you can think. Even if I say that Aviralistic stands for Aviral + Realistic, you better not believe me because it is as hypothetical as it sounds. How can a person like me be realistic for whom, the first thing in the morning is to think in such deep concentration that even a mythological ‘apsara’ sent by God Indra will get doubtful of her beauty for not breaking my concentration(Who knows she get a nose job done later :D). According to the common notion, only intelligent and highly knowledgeable people write blogs, or as it seems and ‘Aviral’ is certainly not the name you will even find in a ‘dustbin-ed list’ of prospective bloggers and there are more reasons to it than just that I step on cow-dung more often than not. And by now you must have sensed how much I digress by inserting inane things thinking that it may interest others. I can totally understand why your mouse pointer is moving towards ‘x’ sign in the Bill Gates’s internet explorer tab after reading such a nonsensical stuff: hovering around everywhere but going nowhere. Apologies to firefox and chrome owners but I really dont know your name and I am too lazy to google them!! See, how un-knowledgeable I am to start a blog but still I am doing it.

Is it something I am doing to encourage dumb people to take up blogging? or it has something to do with the entrepreneurial spark inside me which is still fighting to become a flame before bursting into a forest like fire? Is it something out of a desire to be expressive, or is it just another stunt to attract attention?? May be I am asking these questions to myself in front of you so that I can enjoy the freedom of not promising anything and still be everything and at the same time, nothing. May be!! You better watch out.  After all, its all about your mood while you are writing a blog. But one thing is for sure, I have some things to say which have been churning inside me from last 4 years which I generally refer to as ‘lost-my-confidence’ period and now, since I have found it, what better way than having a blog?J

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